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Title: Just...
Series: Kamen Rider Gaim
Characters: Kureshima Takatora, Roshuo, mentions of Sid and Ryoma
Summary: Spoilers for 31. It's just... there's a lot of things in his mind now.
Warning: Yes I am not joking around whenever I mentioned about spoilers. If you haven't watched the episode, don't read this yet.
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He had a lot of things going around inside his head, yes. But amongst those things, he had wanted desperately to know why Sid... and Ryoma betrayed him. He really did, wanted to know. Earnestly.
What was it that went wrong?
He thought he knew them well; it's not like the three of them have only been acquainted for a short time. He felt anger, disappointed... but most of all he wanted to know their reasoning for doing this to him. Even if he might not be able to forgive them for their betrayal; at least he'd know what exactly went wrong between them.
Because... to hate them so suddenly, he didn't have it in his heart to do that. Even after the things they did.
Call him too kind but he can't just suddenly change...
xxx
When Sid appeared before him, he thought he could finally hear that answer. At least, one part of it... from Sid.
But then Sid fought with Roshuo.
xxx
Roshuo's power... well, that wasn't something that he could even imagine. It was just too powerful. Somehow he wondered why someone like that... would save him.
That kind of power... how could Sid even think he'd be a match to it? Even fighting with the other armoured riders, Sid don't exactly excelled on that.
xxx
There were a lot of things running inside his head... some of it include how he would 'return the favour' on the people that betrayed him. As a means of a payback.
But all of those thoughts... paled in comparison with what he'd seen Roshuo do to Sid. That was something he wouldn't have wished on anyone. Yet, Roshuo did it without any mercy. Just because Sid was after the forbidden fruit. Just because Sid was not worthy of getting it.
His blood ran cold. To think he'd almost do a similar thing; unleashing the Scalar System to the people of his city. He'd hesitated then, long enough. Lucky he did.
But you don't see Roshuo hesitating now, do you?
Seeing how ruthless Roshuo concluded the fight, Takatora wondered if there would be a day when he would become like that. Or even, if he wanted to be like that.
But right now... no. He wouldn't wish this to even his worst enemies.
'Just Desserts'
Well... maybe Sid did deserve it. His actions just... asking for it. Suppose. But he felt that this was a bit too harsh.
Sid might be an ass to work with and at times be more trouble than needed; but that guy had always done everything he'd told him to do in the past, even if it might be excessive at times. And even when he had been pushing the man around too much, Sid always did as he was told. Yes, Sid did complain a lot and saying that he was a very hard-to-please employer. But aside from the betrayal, and that part about Mitsuzane... Sid's not really THAT bad an employee.
And despite the things Sid had done; driving him off the cliff to his (almost) death, he never wished for Sid's end to be like this.
There was a prick in his heart suddenly, when Takatora thought of Ryoma.
"Why are you so alarmed? Isn't that... someone that wanted to kill you?" Roshuo's voice suddenly echoed from his side as Takatora remained still.
Takatora didn't answer. There was so much happening in a day that one can't just... take it in one go. He wasn't even sure what to feel. He glanced back towards the boulder that moments earlier had split apart and crushed the body of one of his former employee (and former friend?) that betrayed him.
It was a bit of an irony. Sid who had tried to kill him just the day before ended up dead now. While he survived and witnessing the demise. What a strange turn of event... and it wasn't even slightly funny. There wasn't even a sense of satisfaction to be felt... regarding this outcome.
Should he be happy? Sad? Satisfied? But the only thing he was feeling now was...
Pitiful.
He just hope that he didn't have to see something like this ever again.
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A/N: I had all these thoughts while watching the episode. So yeah.
Series: Kamen Rider Gaim
Characters: Kureshima Takatora, Roshuo, mentions of Sid and Ryoma
Summary: Spoilers for 31. It's just... there's a lot of things in his mind now.
Warning: Yes I am not joking around whenever I mentioned about spoilers. If you haven't watched the episode, don't read this yet.
-------------
He had a lot of things going around inside his head, yes. But amongst those things, he had wanted desperately to know why Sid... and Ryoma betrayed him. He really did, wanted to know. Earnestly.
What was it that went wrong?
He thought he knew them well; it's not like the three of them have only been acquainted for a short time. He felt anger, disappointed... but most of all he wanted to know their reasoning for doing this to him. Even if he might not be able to forgive them for their betrayal; at least he'd know what exactly went wrong between them.
Because... to hate them so suddenly, he didn't have it in his heart to do that. Even after the things they did.
Call him too kind but he can't just suddenly change...
xxx
When Sid appeared before him, he thought he could finally hear that answer. At least, one part of it... from Sid.
But then Sid fought with Roshuo.
xxx
Roshuo's power... well, that wasn't something that he could even imagine. It was just too powerful. Somehow he wondered why someone like that... would save him.
That kind of power... how could Sid even think he'd be a match to it? Even fighting with the other armoured riders, Sid don't exactly excelled on that.
xxx
There were a lot of things running inside his head... some of it include how he would 'return the favour' on the people that betrayed him. As a means of a payback.
But all of those thoughts... paled in comparison with what he'd seen Roshuo do to Sid. That was something he wouldn't have wished on anyone. Yet, Roshuo did it without any mercy. Just because Sid was after the forbidden fruit. Just because Sid was not worthy of getting it.
His blood ran cold. To think he'd almost do a similar thing; unleashing the Scalar System to the people of his city. He'd hesitated then, long enough. Lucky he did.
But you don't see Roshuo hesitating now, do you?
Seeing how ruthless Roshuo concluded the fight, Takatora wondered if there would be a day when he would become like that. Or even, if he wanted to be like that.
But right now... no. He wouldn't wish this to even his worst enemies.
'Just Desserts'
Well... maybe Sid did deserve it. His actions just... asking for it. Suppose. But he felt that this was a bit too harsh.
Sid might be an ass to work with and at times be more trouble than needed; but that guy had always done everything he'd told him to do in the past, even if it might be excessive at times. And even when he had been pushing the man around too much, Sid always did as he was told. Yes, Sid did complain a lot and saying that he was a very hard-to-please employer. But aside from the betrayal, and that part about Mitsuzane... Sid's not really THAT bad an employee.
And despite the things Sid had done; driving him off the cliff to his (almost) death, he never wished for Sid's end to be like this.
There was a prick in his heart suddenly, when Takatora thought of Ryoma.
"Why are you so alarmed? Isn't that... someone that wanted to kill you?" Roshuo's voice suddenly echoed from his side as Takatora remained still.
Takatora didn't answer. There was so much happening in a day that one can't just... take it in one go. He wasn't even sure what to feel. He glanced back towards the boulder that moments earlier had split apart and crushed the body of one of his former employee (and former friend?) that betrayed him.
It was a bit of an irony. Sid who had tried to kill him just the day before ended up dead now. While he survived and witnessing the demise. What a strange turn of event... and it wasn't even slightly funny. There wasn't even a sense of satisfaction to be felt... regarding this outcome.
Should he be happy? Sad? Satisfied? But the only thing he was feeling now was...
Pitiful.
He just hope that he didn't have to see something like this ever again.
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A/N: I had all these thoughts while watching the episode. So yeah.
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